Monday, November 3, 2008

The Passion

I just finished my end of the 75 question swap. The answers will be in the mail tomorrow morning after we Vote. The question I loved to answer concerned my inner nerd. What is my favorite book and favorite author. Since I spent a little time in the library room of our place I dug out my well loved...well read...well lined copy of The Passion by Jeanette Winterson. This was the first book of fiction I read after I graduated high school and was dwelling in college. It opened a door that has stayed open since. Until this book I had always been a "reader". It was an easy form of escape. Yet everything I read until that point was suggested by peers or the high school English teacher. (IE: Interview With a Vampire, Stephen King books....Lord of the Flies). This type of fiction carried me away. I have read most of J.W. books and adore her writing....her language melts me. I just added her website over there on the Gnome Watch for those who get into literature. She is my book crush. What is The Passion about? It takes place in France and Venice during the reign of Napoleon. The characters serve chicken, gamble, and search for what love is. The following is one of my favorite passages:

Bonaparte, the Corsican. Born in 1769, a Leo.

Short, pale moody, with an eye to the future and a singular ability to concentrate. In 1789 revolution opened a closed world and for a time the meanest street boy had more on his side than any aristocrat. For a young Lieutenant skilled in artillery, the chances were kind and in a few years General Bonaparte was turning Italy into the fields of France.

"What is luck," he said, "but the ability to exploit accidents?"

He believed he was the center of the world and for a long time there was nothing to change him from this belief. Not even John Bull. He was in love with himself and France joined in. It was a romance. Perhaps all romance is like that: not a contrast between equal parties but an explosion of dreams and desires that can find no outlet in everyday life. Only a drama will do and while the fireworks last the sky is a different colour. He became an Emperor. He called the Pope from the Holy City to crown him but at the last second took the crown in his own hands and placed it on his own head. He divorced the only person that understood him, the only person he ever really loved, because she couldn't give him a child. That was the only part of the romance he couldn't control himself.

He is repulsive and fascinating by turns.

What would you do if you were an Emperor? Would soldiers become numbers? Would battles become diagrams? Would intellectuals become a threat? Would you end your days on an island where the food is salty and the company bland?

He was the most powerful man in the world and he couldn't beat Josephine at billiards.

I am telling you stories. Trust me.

To Do

On my days off I always have a "to do" that I love to make and love to ignore. For example: Today:
  1. Take car in for e-check
  2. Get renewal sticker for car
  3. Dishes
  4. Laundry
  5. Clean the Bathroom
  6. Vacuum
  7. Dust
  8. Mail Swaps
  9. B-day card for the husband
  10. Wax eyebrows
  11. Clean work desk---again!
  12. Clean out fridge.
  13. Work out at Gym

This is all trumped of course for this incredible itch to get in my library and make sense of the book order chaos that has taken over since the room changed four months ago. I mean-- Chuck Klosterman and Peter Beagle are living next door to each other in my library neighborhood at this very moment! The ideal organization in my library is roughly by genre and then alphabetical by author. Right now it is a free for all...and I long to bring my wobbly order back to the literacy anarchy I have ignored for too long. Just that pesky list to ignore....

Sunday, November 2, 2008

I love my mom...as the person who gave me life...and as the great human being that she is everyday. During a recent visit home I mentioned a random thing to my dear mother: I wanted acorns...little real ones for a project. The yards in my neighborhood contain plenty of maples and horse chestnut trees...acorns are scarce. As I slept the day away after my return to work after vacation...I awoke to a string of messages on the answering machine. My mom. She came all the way up here to drop off the husband's b-day present on the front porch...and to leave these two precious acorns for me on the porch railing. She makes me feel so loved...and listened to...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Jack

I am skeptic about many a thing in our world. There are very few things that I believe in with absolute certainty. One of these steadfast beliefs pertains to the power of the jack-o-lantern. We were down to the wire getting these fellows ready to go on their shift. I kept giving my husband time updates on how soon the sun was going to set. They made it just in time to do their part in keeping our home mischievous spirit free for another year. The husband stayed up until sunrise watching Halloween horror movies...and re-lighting the Jacks---knowing that it gave me a peace of mind to know they were on duty.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Periodicals

Have Courage: Little Landscape Painting 4 is at the library in the next town over. It is hanging out in the periodical section. Note: I have loved going to libraries as a past time since I was a kid. My Aunt C used to take me to the big city library when I visited over summer vacations. In junior and senior high I used to hang out at lunch and after school hours at the town library. When I chose my first college...the traditional mahogany and leather library sealed the deal. I love being surrounded by all the possibilities waiting for me inside all those books...

Alumni

Find Hope: Little Landscape Painting 3 was left nestled in one of my favorite spots to sit and be still on the old college campus. The place is an outdoor sculpture garden of a stone library. Back in the dating days the husband and I used to nightly inspect the site when it was under construction. We love this spot...even when it is a hub of students on the go it is quiet place.

Guido's

See Beauty: Little Landscape Painting 2 was left behind at our favorite restaurant. Dear Guido's keeps us fed on a regular basis. They have the best green beans (sorry mom). To pass the time I will take to doodling ideas on the paper place mats to illustrate what is going on in my head to the husband. The husband always tells me to take the place mat with me before we leave. I seldom listen. So...one time a sweet waitresse made it a point to come over to our table to see if I had any more doodles on my place mat. She informed us that she had taken one home. I guess it featured some of my ideas for a gnome-bunny hybrid. She loved the doodles. Now they are art to her. I thought it was fitting then to leave the second landscape painting behind for the staff or for the next customer to discover. I hope it brings some joy to their day.